Jan 09 2009
What do dreams really mean?
They say dreams have many meaning. Well the last few dreams I have had must be trying to tell me that someone from my past is looking for me or my true soul mate is out there looking for me. The reason I think this is because I keep having this recurring dream that this guy that kind of looks like my first true love when I was a teenager loves me so beyond belief that the love I feel from him in my dream is really strong and something I have never, ever experienced with my husband. So I wonder if I will ever meet this person. Or is this person really someone from my past who is in total love with me. It is one of those dreams where you are so incredibly happy that you never want to wake up from it.
What is really weird about these dreams is that I keep going back to them. They seem to fall into a different part of the dream but with the same exact person. Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband. However, I don’t believe he is my soul mate anymore and I think my true love is out there looking for me and trying to reach me through these dreams. Some might think I am crazy but if you have ever studied up on dreams and did the research like I have, then you won’t think I am crazy for feeling this way. I am so happy in these dreams. A happiness that I have never felt before and it is the most exhilarating feeling one can ever have.
Is my soul mate really out there? Is it a total stranger or someone from my past? Will I ever know the truth? Or will I just keep telling myself that it is my subconscious trying to tell me that I am not truly happy with my husband and that if I don’t go looking for my true love soon, I will never find him? These are questions I truly need to look into more and find the answers if I really want to be happy in this life.
There will be another post soon on another dream I had about my past. The next post will be about how I think my past is trying to catch up to me and I keep running from it. I keep running from it because I am not proud of the things I did in my past and I never want to think about it again. I think these dreams are telling me that I can’t run from my past and I need to stand up to it. The only problem with that is, how do I do that when I don’t want anything to do with my past?
I truly believe dreams are our subconscious trying to speak to us. You know, we all have things in our past we’d like to leave there. Unfortunately, sometimes in order to move forward to true happiness, we have to confront them. I wish good luck, pleasant dreams and many blessings!