Sep 20 2008
Thoughts are getting clearer
Well, I finally got my medication a couple of days ago and my thoughts are getting back on track. I was without my Bi polar and social anxiety medication for over two weeks and I was having bad mood swings. Now I am taking them again and getting back on track.
So my thoughts seem to be getting clearer and I am able to read my beloved books again without getting distracted and I am able to write a little again.
Having Bi polar disorder and social anxiety disorder is pure torture and if I run out of my meds early, I have to wait until the exact day they are due before my insurance will pay for them. The only reason I have been running out early is because the Pharmacy I use has been shorting me on my pills. So this time, as soon as I got them, I counted them all to make sure they were. Good thing they were because I would have been on the phone with the Pharmacy straightening it out real quick. As much as I hate to talk on the phone, I would have called them just to go off and give them a piece of my mine. See, Bi polar disorder does that, makes me go into bad mood swings. One minute I will be happy, the next I want to fight the world and then I will cry for no reason. It sucks but I inherited it from my dad’s side of the family. I’m just glad I got my meds because I hate the way I feel without them.
So that is all for today. I will post more tomorrow. 
Clarissa
